Prokopenko (
dreamedboy) wrote2021-11-30 12:58 am
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[And Kavinsky meant it; the words breathed raw and honest between them, open in a way that he could only ever manage with his boys. But mostly with Prokopenko. Ronan had just been- he'd thought with another dreamer it would hurt less. That they'd get each other, that it would be them against the world. But the truth was that Proko was the only person he's ever really felt that with. Like he'd be at his side, no matter what.
Fuck, he doesn't know what he'd do if Proko hated him. But it's easy to just focus on his arms, the way that they wind around his waist, the feeling of being in his lap and pressing close against him. Kavinsky leans in further, so that they're basically chest to chest, so that he can curl his fingers in his blond hair.]
I wanted you too. I was just- I dunno. A mess. I still want you now. Both sexually, and-- I wanna date you.
[Their foreheads leaned together, and Kavinsky's breath catches, uneven and rough in his throat, and he kisses him because it's all he knows how to say. Desperate and needy and please. Because he needs him, he needs this, he wants Proko to fuck him so that he remembers how to breathe and then take it away with his fingers.]
And I wanna make it up to you, too.
[For taking so long to figure it out, for dragging Ronan around when he knew better. For letting the only person that's ever just been good to him think that Kavinsky didn't desire him with every ache of his broken heart.]
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More important than that though was- I wanna date you. Proko's breath hitched and he went very still for a moment before remembering to breathe and blink and all of those other things. It almost felt too good to be true. Kavinsky wanted him. K wanted to date him. He nearly felt weightless except for the other boy in his arms. Proko kissed him back without hesitation, all but melting into it. It was good, so good, and he was a little breathless when they parted.]
I want to date you, too. I want- I want to be able to call you my boyfriend. You don't have to make anything up to me, though.
[Just this was good enough to make up for everything that'd happened before.]